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[May. 29th, 2005|01:21 pm] |
Friday- After school we ( Marcus and I) droped Jayme off and said good bye cause she was leaving for Ohio for dance. Then Marcus and I went to deliver some of his graduation invites. First we went to his old school. He tole me to wait in the car so I did. I ended up waiting for like an hour no kidding. But it was cool cause I had fun. Then we went to Mr. Cs house, he wasnt home but his mom was there watching the baby. I really wanted to see how big she got or is geting. We both were hungry so we went to Big Boys and saw Daniel Bork working. We both got disort cause icecream is good. lol The I went home. I watched "Finding Never Land."
Yesterday ( Saturday )- I went to my cuz graduation party. (Nicole) She graduated from Regina. It was kinda weaird. Next year I'll be in highschool and she'll be in Aqunis ( a college near Grand Valley) Anyways her grad party was kinda boring. It was more or so family that I didnt know and a lot of her friends which I also didn't know. So I kinda felt out of place. But then agin sometimes I feel out of place around my own friends so who knows what that chould mean. I came home and went right to bed I was to tired and I didn't even do anything all day. Except play with little kids on the play ground at the grad party. They are cute but hey how many times can u go down a slide and call it fun?
Today ( Sunday)- Tammy called yesterday night. I called her back b4 I went to bed. She said that if she could get a hold of Deric that we could maybe do soemthing today. Hang at her house, have a fire, rost marchmelloes. Since we both can't go camping in June. I havent gotten a call from either of them yet so who knows what s going on. Christina is camping so going over her house is out, but caling her isn't. Anyways I am going to get dressed, take a shower, and straten my hair, and get some lunch .
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[May. 19th, 2005|10:11 pm] |
Name 20 of your friends below.
1. Christina S
2. Zoob
3. amber
4. marcus
5. Mindy
6. Cheryl K
7. Britany K
8. Jamie F.
9. Rayn
10. Roger
11. Alen
12.Jessi J
13. Chris T
14.Emily
15.Autmn
16. Joe
17.Elizeah
18. Rachel
19. Nick
20.Jodi
Who is #8 going out with? Nobody
Is #9 a boy or a girl? boy
Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? wow...um no both guys , and I don’t think they are gay
How about #18 and #4? Lol besides the fact that they are both girls , they don’t even know each other.
What grade is #17 in? 11th
When was the last time you talked to #12? Musical
What is #6's favorite band? no clue
Does #1 have any siblings? One sister and two half sisters and one half brother
Would you ever date #3? No sorry amber but I m just not like that
Would you ever date #7? Once again..no.
Is #16 single? yes
What's #15's last name? styles
What's #5's middle name? No idea
What's #10's fantasy(I'm going to say Dream)? I know but I m not telling
Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? No
What school does #20 go to? WWT
Tell me a random fact about #11? He drives me crazy
And #1: she is just about my sister
And #3: desearves to be happy
Have you ever had a crush on #16? Yes
Where does #9 live? idk
What's #4's favorite color? Idk orange , green, blue maybe
Would you makeout with #14? No
Are #5 & #6 best friends? Not best friends, but friends
Does #7 like #20? I don’t even think they know each other.
Does #8 like #19? I don’t know about hating but I don’t think they like each other .
How did you meet #15? Band, school,
Does #2 have any pets? I don’t think so
Is #12 older than you? yes
Give #13 a hug!! Just did that the other day , but here comes another one tomrrow
Is #17 the sexiest person alive? Yes, lol especially in a cabin at BLFAC , in her underware, and bra, jk |
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[May. 17th, 2005|06:47 am] |
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Band concert today. We are Playing Phantom so you comming is a must. Well time for school. On another note the batchlor picked Sara. He actually picked the one I liked. All I can say is that I want to fall in love like that one day. But hey a person can dream can't they? |
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[May. 15th, 2005|05:53 pm] |
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If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you |
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[May. 15th, 2005|12:16 am] |
Haven't up dated in a while i know. Things have been crazy. I had a blast at the suprize party for Timmy. I actually did carokie. This weekond has been boring (with the exception of the party) I got my ACT scors back. I did ok, but I plan on taking them over and am hopeing that I do better. I need to buy a book. I watched Harry Potter 3 and the Note Book today. I realized why I like to watch movies and read so much. It's because they allow me to step into another world, a world not of my own, a world where I dont have to worrie about anything, no problems, no school, But happy endings, lessons, stories of sadness but messages, love, guy gets girl, or girl fight s for guy. It allows me to think that there realy is love like that , that there realy is a happy ending. And all though this concept of having a happy ending is unrealistic we thrive on it everyday. Why I have no idea? But its nice to dream once and a while. Its nice to get out of your world and into a different one.
Pease out I'm going to bed
Glinda <3 |
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[May. 4th, 2005|08:39 pm] |
So the Jazz band Concert was great, I did my solo and I made it up and I didnt screw up. I was sooo happy and proud of myself. No an eight minunit solo isnt much but I dont think anyone knows how hard that was for me. Anyways it went good, We had our last day of jazz band today. We turned in music and ate cake.
There is this guy that doesn't go to our school, that I barley know, that I cant stop thinking about. I'm not going to say who I'm talking about but I can't stop thinking about this person. Just had to get it off my chest.
School sucks and I am hopeing for it to go by faster. The olny down side being all the people that are leaving. But I know everything will be ok. And I know we might not keep in touch but I have a lot of memories with them. :(
I think I thought of a new journal. I'll let ya know when I make it.
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[May. 2nd, 2005|06:42 pm] |
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I want to make a new journal, one I can keep for more then a few months, one that is not a character that I have played or am playing, that way when it s over ( wizard of oz for example) I dont have to change it cause it s old and stupid, and i wasn't even Auntie Em anyways. So when I thing of a general name that I can keep for a while more than just one musical season. I will change it and let u know. Unless anyone has any ideas as to what I could use for a name??????? ANYONE?????? Thanks Guys.<3 |
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[Apr. 24th, 2005|08:55 pm] |
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Things are ok now. I know they are going to get worse befor they get better but I'll deal with it when it comes. I decided that I am going to put my feelings on the back burner so to say. Befor they get me into trouble like thay always. I'm going to lay low so to speak. It sounds good. I'm done with the act, not trips. Well now i can pratice my ass off so it will pay off for next year and study for school and get caught up in studing. Get a J-O-B. Most important go see PHANTOM at the movie theator. Good luck with that lol. Well time to go. |
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[Apr. 19th, 2005|06:03 pm] |
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Zoob i need to talk to you. I want to Cry. I'm going to do something drastic. |
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[Apr. 12th, 2005|05:16 pm] |
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I am so frustrated. All i want is to find a dress or skirt to ware to the dinner/jazz thing for new orleans thursday. And I have less than 24 hours literally. Everything I like she doesnt like , everything she likes I dont like. And the things that she does like and I like she doesnt like when I try it on. Dam all those skinnie girls that look good in everything. (not really cause I'm not that mean.) I don't even care anymore just as long as it looks nice. I'm not even packed. I am leaving in about 20 minunits to usher BEAUTY AND THE BEAST. That is one of the olny things that is making me happy right now. The thing that i m kinda dreading it ushering in itself. It is way nerve recking and I am terrified that I will sit someone in the wrong seat or look like an idoit. But it is worth it when u see the show for free. Well time to go talk to you all later. YEA FOR NEW ORLEANS TOMRROW!!! |
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[Apr. 8th, 2005|06:00 pm] |
[01] Who are you?
[02] Are we friends?
[03] When / how did we meet?
[04] How have I affected you?
[05] What do you think of me?
[06] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[07] How long do you think we will be friends?
[08] Do you love me?
[09] Do you have a crush on me?
[10] Would you kiss me?
[11] Would you hug me?
[12] Physically, what stands out?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
[16] Give me a nickname. Why did you choose that name?
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Using only one word, describe me:
[20] What was your first impression of me?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Do you think I'll get married?
[24] What makes me happy?
[25] What makes me sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] If you could give me anything what would it be?
[28] How well do you know me?
[29] When was the last time you saw me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Could I ever bring myself to kill someone?
[32] Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
[33] Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
[34] Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? |
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[Apr. 8th, 2005|05:18 pm] |
This week was the longest week EVER. The MEAP test SUCK ASS. Monday I was freaking out. I had a "moment" Tuesday got better, Wensday was crazy. I had jazz band, flute lessons, food, homework, bed. Thursday after school Zoob helped me put stuff in the atic at the middle school after our hour and a half band concle meeting. Today was an ok day. I didn't finsh yet another MEAP test. Dad left for up north today thats a plus. :) I didnt finsh my english essay and I dont understand my math :( I am taking the ACT next week and the week after that. ( dont ask how, i dont want to have to explain)
On the up side of things. I leave for New Orleans in FIVE DAYS!! And I am seeing Beautie and the Beast ond TUesday FOUR DAYS!! I am sitting by someone awesome on the buss. (minday duda) and even my room is good. (autmn, aliscia, and jenny Husk)I just hope that the weaird ness is over if ya now what i mean. I mean its been 2 weeks about. Right??? now I am soooo bored. Anthony is at work, and Christina just had molth surgary. And Marcus is sick too. It's a perfect day to just go for ice cream or a walk or something. Burmingham??? Movies?? OHH YEA.
So I am off now. If you want to do something anyone give me a call. 757-2099. |
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| Be Nice to ME I Gave Blood YESTERDAY |
[Mar. 26th, 2005|03:35 pm] |
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Yes that s right Christine the person who will not get there ears pearsed because she is afriade to get shot by a gun gave blood. It wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be. And I got a sticker and cookies and orange juice. So a little bit of me is going to be in someone else and I helped save that persons life. It s a good feeling and I will deffinatly do it every year now. :)
Spring Break is here. And I know I'm not the olny one when I say that I welcomed it with opened arms. Now that musical is over I can breath agin. Catch up with friends, homeowrk, reading, pratcing flute, and my fav... me time. Which is exactly what it sounds like time for ME. :) Spring is comming I can smell it in the air and I cant wait to go to BLFAC. So many people from school are going there too this year that I will actually know people. All though I will miss Tommy going this year :( he will be on tour. But I will get to see his last concert when I am up there so that is cool.
So all in all things are better. I learned not to write my feeling about another person in here. Live Journal deffinatly cause more drama. But I am not totaly sorry that I did. If you don't want to read my journal dont. It s for me anyways. So I dont explode.
HAPPY EASTER IF I DONT GET TO UPDATE TOMRROW <3
A special thanks for everyone that is always ther for me. Christina, Marcus, Jamie, Zoob, Alen, my friends from BLFAC. I <3 you all. |
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[Mar. 21st, 2005|09:26 pm] |
I am cursed. I never want to even think of likeing another guy ever agin. WAY TOO MANY PROBLEMS. I am sorry that I hurt you, but you have to understand I'm jurting too because I hurt you. And now it s not even about what I said to you. It's more. We just don't fit together I know now that if will ever be anything agin it will olny be friends. I just need space. What I said was true I will never commit to something unless I can fully see myself doing it and can fully commit. And right now that is making myself happy, and doing what s right for me. And if that sounds selfish then I'm sorry. I am not mad at you so please stop asking. If I want to talk I will so please stop pushing. I feel smuthared and I know I shouldn't write this in here but I can't talk to you. And if I keep this in I might blow up and that is very dangrous. I should know. I do want to be friends with you. But no matter how much I didnt want to change our friendship I did. I'm not just going to drop you though, I'm not that kind of person. I am the kind of person that will shut down if u push, or stick to and I will get frustrated.
Musical is over now and I feel free. I am going to miss the seniors. Marcus, Timmy, Jamie, Tara, and so many more. I got closer to so many people and became friends with people I didn't know that well. I miss Glinda, and it has finally hit me on strike night that it is over and I am never going to act with such fine actors as I did this year. It was a pleasher traveling down the yello brick road with all of you. I know not where the road will lead me to next year. But I know I will have to move on. It saddens me more than I know how to deal that this year is comming to a close faster than I would like. Musical will never be the same with out you Marcus and JAmie, who am I going to yell, hang, paint, act, complain, get rides, and cry on? Know that you will be greatly missed and that you will forever be remeberd.
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[Mar. 17th, 2005|09:29 am] |
I am going to the doctors in about an hour. I am getting a breathing treatment and I am praying that after that I will feel up to doing tonight. I am afraid of doing tonight staying up a lil later cause it s like a regular show, then going to school tomrrow and doing a show singing, and talking , and staying up late agin, and my biggest fear is not being able to do closing night. I want to cry I'm so mad and angry that I got sick now. I still cant sing. I want to do tonight. And the last thing I want is to let the cast down, my understudy or Gigi. So no decisions have been made yet. Still going to the doctors. See you all at school.
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[Mar. 15th, 2005|08:32 pm] |
I don't know what to do with myself. I feel like crap and it hurts my throte to talk let alone sing. We have a show on friday,and saturday, and wensday and thursday are understudy pratcies and understudy night. I tryed singing and nothing comes out but squeaks. And it makes me want to cry. :( I have a feeling someone is going to aske me something on Sunday and I'm not quite sure how I feel about that. I guess I ll have to fly and see if he catches me. Going to bed to get some rest and think.
<3 christine |
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| First Weekond Of THE WIZARD OF OZ |
[Mar. 13th, 2005|11:15 am] |
Well opening night was amazing. We all missed up but we all coverd and add libed like no other. Yesterday was "Deth Night" but everything went better. The shows are flying by as fast as the wind. And it makes me sad when I know that this week and the last two shows will go by even faster because a hug part of me wants to say in Oz forever. But time will keep moving like always. And just like last year we no not what to expect next year and that scares me. But tears on closing night (yes tears I know they will come, it would not be a show if they didnt) will not olny be tears of sadness but tears of releaf, tears of last year, tears b/c people are leaving, and not having a show with Marcus, Jamie, Timmy, Mindy, and more seniors seems inpossable What will I do with out you guys. :(
Tomrrow I get to miss school and go to the middle school, elementrys, and day care centers, in costume, with autmn, timmy, marcus, and daniel. I just hope that what ever I have doesnt get even worse or I may not be able to go. My throte hurts and my calf sounds horrable.
GREAT JOB EVERYONE
-<3 GLINDA <3- |
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[Mar. 4th, 2005|09:45 pm] |
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All ONES all accrows, I still am stuned. I beleave that we could of played better but that is just me. Concert Band got a 2 but that is still good. I hope with all my heart that they get a one soon they deserve it. They are NOT the BAD band. I feel so awesome right now. Time to relax and think the Wizard of Oz, I feel much more at ease about everything now. Live in the moment. Stop thinking and just do what feels right. That is what I need to do now. That is what we all need to do that and trust. Trust in our selfs and turst in each other. Together we can do anything. Well I have a huge headake and I am getting up tomrrow at 6:00 to help tomrrow at Tower for MSBOA. GOOD JOB everyone in both bands. And good night. Ohh and a thank you to Josh. Just when I think I have my feelings sorted out u screw them up agin, it s a good thing. :) |
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| The Thoughts In My Head |
[Feb. 27th, 2005|12:01 pm] |
Some nights before I fall asleep all I can think of is 4 pratices till Opening Night of the Wizard of Oz. WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO? I know I have always felt this way before and have always been proved wrong. Somehow someway everything just does come together. But what if it's different this year like everything else. My dress is AWESOME and I love it. It was so weaired, when I came out into the audence it was like the world stoped and all the muchkins had there eyes fixed one me and there voices yelling out Glinda, and lining up to talke pictures with me. I don't think myself of being a beautful person not a lot of people have told me I am, so anothere thing I am not use to. And this prolly sounds stupid but hey look at the subject "Thoughts in my head" well thease are them so suck it up. I just hope everyone gets there shit together stops fooling around and starts to CARE. Or have we forgotten how? Most people in musical wouldn't even get the CARE joke now, but it wasnt just a joke, it was a word some of us lived by when it came to musical, and the others just faked it to make H happy. So please let us find our way back and remeber everything he tought us. Insted of getting a story from H. Maybe we are the story this time, so make it a good ending.
Matt Szublack, I feel now I have my friend back, (selfish I know but true) LA
So I kinda like this guy and most of you should know who I am talking about but I am not going to menchen his name. So I think he likes me too. But now I feel the need to push him away. I don't feel the same way that I do with him compaired how I have felt in the past with other guys. So now I ask myself what does this mean? OR do I feel the need to push away for the reasons I know to be ture? Very likely. So this is my head thinking too much. <3
So today I have a birthday party to go to. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NICKOLE. She can't read this right now.
Well now that my hed is empty I fee a hole lot better. :) |
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| WINTER BREAK |
[Feb. 14th, 2005|12:54 am] |
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Well tomrrow starts off Winter Break. I talked to marcus and jamie today. They are in Flordia and they were standing in line for Splash Mountain. The weather there is good and it got into the 70s today and Jamie was whearing shorts, MUST B NICE!!! lol! I miss them a bunch. Joe is up north and wont be back till TUesday so so much for hanging out with him too. Tomrrow I am going to start making study cards for Law and Order, and me and my dad are going down to work on set so anyone that wants to come let me know and I'll call ya when I get down there. Today (sunday) I hung out with Christina Skovranko we went over my lines, went on line, and watched "Foot Lose" Good movie, hot guys. Prolly most of you would call it stupid or old but i liked it. Then agin I like most movies. Well I am off to getting some sleep so talk to you all later. |
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